1128 FREESTYLE Songtext
von Tinywiings

Yeah

I learned to never judge a book by its cover or the author
So I never judge a man by the color of his collar

I know scholars who really ain′t got shit to offer
Seen 'em selling out their own flesh and blood to make a dollar

So many demons in my mind, always felt like a flawed design

I hit rock bottom, bottom line, you got your reasons, I got mine
′Cause thoughts in my head are intrusive
And these tests been inconclusive

I need rest, been dreaming lucid, I'll put a message in my music
I deserve some respect, won't get it ′til I′m dead
This the shit I think 'bout ′cause I been in my head
Don't wanna live with regret


I been a miserable, cynical, visible mess
Sick of the trend of drinking in bed
Leveling up, shit, I did it again
′Cause the money give you power, how do I buy peace?
Been over forty-eight hours and I still can't sleep
′Cause the voices getting louder, they won't let me speak
And I been feeling like a coward, can't accept defeat

Man, last summer was a bummer, unknown caller was my doctor
Got to talking and she said I′d be a goner if I didn′t quit the liquor
So I'm only sipping water
And I know these hoes are bitter ′cause I'm only getting hotter
And my vision getting bigger and my circle getting smaller
And I′m only going further and I'm ready to go harder
And I love my sis to death, and my parents, I′m so blessed

Feel good to hear 'em say that they proud of they daughter

I was ripping past the slow lane, always tried to live the fast life
With no warning, started swerving like I slipped up on some black ice
I dreamt last night I was baptized in a past life
Where I didn't always have to fake a fucking smile
Wasn′t told what I should act like
Felt like a prisoner but nobody read me my rights
And I been handling my business, bitch, I′m ready to fight
And I'll be knocking down the door in the dead of the night
I got some shit I can′t ignore, can't board that red-eye flight

I′m dedicated, no longer self-medicated


Separated dead weight in my headspace, I elevated
Meditate for my mental state, I'm blessed to say that every day
I′m in a better place than yesterday, so I celebrate in better ways
And I rest my case

Yeah
Woo, bitch