MDBE Songtext
von Thrull

Bowed at the mercy
Of a chemical imbalance

Broken and beholden
To that which I don′t have

Crushed under a lack of routine
Routinely plotting my downfall
I am my worst enemy
All alone in my head, I am choking

Thinking, Sulking


Waiting for my next major upswing
The manic machine running wild
'Til then I am filling myself with
Disillusionment and denial

Blunt force trauma
Hard mental reset

Peel back the problems
Cognitive dissonance

Cluttered and disjointed
Decayed like all the rest

Null and voided
No use in remembering

Complacency is killing me
Stagnation will be the death of me