Cicatrices Songtext
von The Traders

It′s growing inside
Dictates my actions from now on
It takes a large space in my life
As my moves get harder and limited
Using fears from a hidden place
Any means to get me on my knees
Under my blanket I'm attacked by memories
I thought were way deeper you know
How it′s like to struggle all alone
Your body shakes and you're hurt to the bones
You can't fight it
Just wait ′til it′s bored and finally take a deep breath
Rest and put things in perspective
Coin flipping knowing I won't get the chosen side


Afraid. Exhausted
We laugh, we drink as I now try to hide I just want to fall
It seems I am haunted
You feed the beast that bites your hand
A circle of irrational violence that takes you whenever it wants
So fucking hard to take
My loved ones start to get tired
Of complaints and long silences
Useless pills and breath exercises
Like wide open cicatrices
You know how it′s like to struggle all alone
Your body shakes and you're hurt to the bones
You can′t fight it, just wait till it's bored and finally
...nothing