UPGRADING Songtext
von The Rubin

Look who′s back?
I'm upgrading in a bit
Thinking back when I was just a little kid
Making little songs in my room to a hundred subs
Was thinking, will I ever make it big?
Nowadays, I′m thinking of a coffin
Closing up the lid
Wishing my own death
Started slipping from my mind often
Getting told to "man up" and soften
Starting wishing I was on my deathbed Starting hoping that my breaths dead
Then I moved to a new place
Made some new friends instead
My thoughts were disappearing
But then this whole lockdown trapped me in a case
Locked up away from the human race
Wanted to create some music but I was never motivated
But now it's January and I'm contemplating my music
2019 songs were just a stupid skit
Maybe I should upgrade it
(′Cause it′s wack?)


But finally
Upgrading
I don't need to change my pitch to a song
Or make a couple accounts to message me
Imagine dropping a diss in another language
Response comes out and he doesn′t upload again (woo)
Returns finished you
DEAD really finished you
Music's up on a crane (compared to yours)
I′ve been progressing on my mental health
I guess I need to build up on my strength
Last couple months of school, I need to build up on my wealth
I'm keeping relationships at an arm′s length
I made a song called HELP ME but I never got any help
Looking back, I should've got the help
I took a step back from doing music
I need to prep Jack for it too quick
Drop DEEP LIFE and then go have a rest
But I guess I need to upgrade it