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von The Della Kit

I welcome this uncomfortable growing season
These thorns and buds bloom I peacefully receive them
Blossoming inside of me
It′s that springtime energy

I give myself time so I can go within
Rolling over rocks, stones I'm deep cleaning
An opening inside of me
Spring time energy

I′m old and am jaded
I'm young and elated
I'm lost in a cycle of self doubt and discourage myself
Clouds wander by my single pane bay window sill
They remind me to be still

Looking in Looking in Looking in Looking in - looking in at I
Looking in Looking in Looking in Looking in - I′m looking in at I

I′m brave enough to analyze the ways that I behave
Programmed by a system I will no longer obey
Questioning the ways I've been springtime cleaning


Polishing the nooks and crannies filled with dust and mud
Dissolving fear & hate into acceptance and self-love
Releasing
Slowly
To be Free

I′m old and am jaded
I'm young and elated
I′m lost in a cycle of self doubt and discourage myself
Clouds wander by my single pane bay window sill
They remind me to be still

Looking in Looking in Looking in Looking in - looking in at I
Looking in Looking in Looking in Looking in - I'm looking in at I


Mirror mirror, never been so nearer to my inner winner
Got a vision clearer then I′ve ever figured
And I like the killer I discovered in me
What a lovely feeling
Use to differ, I remember when I wouldn't lift a finger
Self esteem little, wait a minute
Couldn't picture, such a switch-up I was in a dimmer era
I was chained-up in it
Mental strain upliftment, had a tainted spirit
From the pain I lived in, what a strange commitment
Had to break and bend it, make a change re-visit
Re-arrange my vision, now I′m re-invented
Me, myself, and I, we up in this
Be myself confide, unseen limits
Bob-and-weaving through these times with reason
Had to start believing in my thoughts and feelings
Now the life I lead in more appealing
Little TLC, lotta inner healing
Reaching for the sky, breaking through the ceiling
Leaping up to fly, loving what′s revealing

Will I discover what's hiding down below?
Will I uncover my soul?