IO Songtext
von ten56.

There′s some things I can relate to, some things that I can't
Tryna write about somethin′ else but death and pills, but I can't
Been back on those for about two years, wanna put them down, but I can't
Pen hits paper, same shit pours from the heart

And it′s like I′m writin' in circles, livin′ in circles, circlin' back to the start
Back to square one, I′m in that place
I can't imagine livin′, and I can't see nothin' but dark
For me, it′s real though, for you, it′s art
Play me a tiny violin and watch me fall apart

There's nothin′ that I haven't already said
Always makin′ it about myself
Another sad song about me and my head
Poor me, give me sympathy
Again and again and again, and I cannot stand it (stand it)
This feelin' like I really wanna end it (end it)
Just another day in my life
Trapped in this self-made web of lies


My childhood was a shitshow (so what?)
But it is what it is
And I′ve done bare bitches dirty
That's somethin' I need to admit
I can say that I′m only human
But that was me
Nobody else put coke in my nose and acted shit, that was me

Wish I never fucked that bird (but I did it)
Wish I never said that word (but I did it)
Wish I never put my faith in the world
To forget and to be forgiving, ′cause it isn't
My mistakes, my prison, my karma, my decisions
My queue in life to shut my mouth, sit down and listen

If I could turn back time, then I would
Unbreak them hearts I broke, then I would
I′d take away the pain that I've caused, if I could, if I could

Look, look, what?
Think I say these messed-up things just to say it?
Talkin′ 'bout nooses ′cause it's hype, for the playlist?
This is how I really fuckin' feel on the daily
Death, come and take me
Death, come and take me!
(There′s nothin′, nothin', nothin′, nothin', nothin′, nothin', nothin′)


There's nothin' that I haven′t already said
Always makin′ it about myself
Another sad song about me and my head
Poor me, give me sympathy
Again and again and again, and I cannot stand it (stand it)
This feelin' like I really wanna end it (end it)
Just another day in my life
Trapped in this self-made web of lies

I′m at the checkout with helium cans
Two meters of tube and a polythene bag
Bottle of spray paint, a pen and a pad
Hand full of cash meant for my dad
That's how it feels to be at the edge
Hopin′ for life, prayin' for death
Wish I could start again

Well, I′m sorry for the scars I've left (wish I could start again)
I'm sorry for the scars I′ve left (wish I could start again)
I′m sorry for the scars I've left (wish I could start again)
I′m sorry for the scars I've left (wish I could start again)
I′m sorry for the scars I've left (wish I could start again)
So sorry for the scars I′ve left (I'm sorry for the scars I've left)
I′m sorry (I′m sorry for the scars I've left)
(I′m sorry) wish I could start again