Obsessive Self-Defamation Songtext
von Sylim

All horrible words just do not want to stay
They need to go unheard, there are no ears for me
Before I start to speak would you bring me duct tape
But please do not mind me I am just another psycho

Abandoned with myself the pressure won′t eleviate
Where did I put my valve? I need a room to devestate

Every single thought becomes another drop
Filling me to the brim with delicious nitroglycerin
Strap me into the torture machine
But please do not mind me I am just another psycho

I want to gouge out my eyes
I've grown tired to look at all these flies
Maggots will gouge out my eyes
Feeding on my rotting mind

I want to gouge out my eyes
I′ve grown tired to look at all these flies
Maggots will gouge out my eyes
Feeding on my rotting mind


All my words have abandoned me
All my words have abandoned me
All my words have abandoned me
All my words have abandoned me

I won't allow it, but I cannot live without it
You are mine, my possession, I decline, I hate
I won't allow it, but I cannot live without it
You are mine, my posession, so devine, my pain

My obsession, no discression
Give me flowers, I′ll take your lies
Hurt me more, I′ll take the pain
I've done it before, no need to try

My obsession, no discression
Give me flowers, I′ll take your lies
Hurt me more, I'll take the pain
I′ve done it before, no need to try

All horrible words will have to ravage me
But don't you waste a thought, and don′t call me a tragedy

I want to gouge out my eyes
I've grown tired to look at all these flies
Maggots will gouge out my eyes
Feeding on my rotting mind


I won't allow it, but I cannot live without it
You are mine, my possession, I decline, I hate
I won′t allow it, but I cannot live without it
You are mine, my posession, so devine, my pain