Grief Songtext
von Stumpz

Grief
Grief changed me this time
I′ve seen what it's like
Lost my love, lost my love


I′ve been slidin' in that rain while I puff away my pain
All these cunts think I'm insane, that′s just fable in this game
That′s just fatal to my name, disgrace
To my family's what they start to say
Game′s on who deserves the blame, fuck you
I'm loyal to the grave, no more proven power games
Demons like to play, so many choices they could make
Which choice will they take? Or will angels choose my fate?
All these powers that they take feels my soul′s been straight-up raped
Every friendship fake, tortured spiritually
And no one seemed to believe it when it was physically, okay
And wonder why I changed, all these days seemed deranged
BPD, manic phase, switchin' cars, switchin′ names
Driver switchin' lanes, never crashed, was I saved?
Shut your mouth, 'cause no one believes you anyways
Said my name, but it change again
Seems that I get no privacy, take a step inside my fuckin′ brain
Poppin′ pills again, slicin' up my veins
Controllin′ this rage, I'm safe, well, that′s okay, okay
Gettin' what I say, safe for you, not me
You don′t wanna feel this pain, oops, I'm missin'
Again, again, gone MIA, guess this saves the day
I′m sorry, lil′ bae, you didn't sign up for these ways, these ways
But my loyalty is saint, I can only love one to my grave
Pull up, lil′ bae, will you stay? You stay
Yeah, I wrote this on a G of molly and Bacardi rum
No wonder I'm not talkin′, probably chewin' on my gums
All these cunts thought I was done, but yous know I just begun
And I won′t stop until I can reach that motherfuckin' sun

All my life, I've been the same
But I′m sick of livin′ in this game
I'm sick of livin′ this way
I can only love one to my grave
Pull up, lil' bae, will you stay? You stay