Pulse Songtext
von Stepson

Everyday I wake up
With weight on my shoulders
With pressure on my chest
I get up, I give up
I have no purpose, no reason to be alive
The constant search for meaning is clouded by my eyes

Every second, every minute, everyday
It′s exactly the same
I tell myself I'm okay
I know I worry, yeah, I know I worry but

I am not okay
Unhappiness and loneliness
Only fuel the cause
An empty shell, a mannequin
Of the person I once was


I′m leading myself blind
From nothing to nowhere
With only the sound of my heartbeat
Letting me know I'm alive
My reflection is a stranger, imperfection's in my nature
Why do I put this pressure on myself?

Every second, every minute, everyday
It′s exactly the same
I tell myself I′m okay
I know I worry, yeah, I know I worry but

I am not okay
Unhappiness and loneliness
Only fuel the cause
An empty shell, a mannequin
Of the person I once was

I am not who you see
I am not who I'm supposed to be
I am not who you see
I am not who I′m supposed to be
No one knows me but myself
And I hate what "myself" is


No one knows me but myself
And I guess that's the way it′ll stay
No smiling, just fade in the background
No one knows me but myself
And I guess that's the way it′ll stay
No smiling, just fade in the background
I just want to be okay

I am not okay