Monster Songtext
von Stella

They think that I′m a monster
But monsters are made when a bad deed's done
Yeah, I don′t wanna hostage
'Cause I had a life, then lost it
I know the people's hurt
And I don′t have it in my heart to make their lives worse
The hurtful words I said at least were never rehearsed
I let my feelings burst
Where they used to be immersed
The cause to this effect is that I′ll always love her
The pain that I carry got me stuck inside a blur
I remember when she left me
It was back in January
Won't forget the way she left my heart feelin′ heavy
She was like my MJ
To me, I was her Spidey
That was 'til the day where she said she didn′t want me
I got that day stuck on replay
Her words haunt me
Her beauty taunts me


Gotta push these feelings out to the side
I need to touch the sky
I need to feel alright
I light one up and I just get real high
I see the signs from my spirit guide
They tell me just to hold on
Continue to be strong
But I can't keep takin′ karma for the things I've done wrong
When is it my turn to shine
To sing some happy songs?
When's it time to find my tribe
To find where I belong?
Trust issues
Girl issues
Family don′t miss you
Friends use and forget you
Mama said that I am ungrateful
I got betrayals on my heart when I stayed faithful
Though now I′m turnin' bitter
But never have been a quitter
Temptin′ to take revenge
'Cause some say it may be sweeter
You′ll regret the way
For whatever way you treat her
If you forward to her future
She'll be in the features
She′s writin' for the pop stars
Posted in the theaters
Demons in the mirror
Every time that I see her
Pour emotions out
Drainin' me by the liter
But fuck it, do I need her
Gotta push these feelings out to the side
I need to touch the sky
I need to feel alright
I light one up and I just get real high
I see the signs from my spirit guide
Gotta push these feelings out to the side
I need to touch the sky
I need to feel alright
I light one up and I just get real high
I see the signs from my spirit guide