Painfully Alive Songtext
von sputn1k

I block the socials on my phone
Yet I will read if you will write
Why can′t you leave my mind alone?
You stay with yours and I'll have mine

I keep the roses that you gave
Since then they turned all dark and dry
I want my mind to be the same
But it is painfully alive


I laugh, I cry
I am painfully alive
I fall when I fly
I am painfully alive

Last year I didn′t feel at all
No drugs could ever make me high
Now I can't fly without the fall
I am a moth that burns in light

I laugh, I cry
I am painfully alive
I fall when I fly
I am painfully alive