Vigilance Songtext
von SPLITJAW

Eeuughhh

Will I ever stop
Feeling like I′m on my back foot in every single conversation
Will they ever stop
Treating every single question I ask like an interrogation
Will I ever stop
Feeling like the outcast around the people who I thought were safest
And will it ever stop
This feeling that no matter where I go next there's no true haven

I think you′re on some high horse bullshit
But it's hard to fight the impulse to fit in
You think I don't deserve this like I didn′t
Starve and break my back and heart for this
So is it really doubt
Or is it just envy
I′ve been cutting my teeth for a decade
The only person that I answer to is me


Just when you think
You've finally pulled away every layer
Your heart will sink
Because you′ll never put it back together
Racking your thoughts listing your flaws
It could last forever
Flail for control offer your soul
You won't get an answer

I don′t trust any of you sorry fucks
I don't think I trust anyone

Still wary
Still so vigilant
So determined to not let it happen again
Lost cause
Last choice
They won′t let me forget
It never stops ringing in my
Still wary
Still so vigilant
So determined to not let it happen again
Lost cause
Last choice
They won't let me forget
It never stops ringing in my

Head


You wanna talk now
Now that I see the way out
You thought wrong if you thought I'd take the high road
And to be honest I have never believed
In putting common courtesy
Over my own safety
And that′s why
You deserve this
And yet
The sound persists

Look at me
Don′t look at the clock
Time doesn't matter
When this never stops

Ohhhh

Ahhhhh
I don′t trust any of you sorry fucks
I don't think I trust anyone

Still wary
Still so vigilant
So determined to not let it happen again
Lost cause
Last choice
They won′t let me forget
It never stops ringing
Still wary
Still so vigilant
So determined to not let it happen again
Lost cause
Last choice
They won't let me forget
It never stops ringing in my
Still wary
Still so vigilant
So determined to not let it happen again
Lost cause
Last choice
They won′t let me forget
It never stops ringing in my
Head

Flail for control
Flail for control
Flail for control
Flail for control

Just when you think
You've finally pulled away every layer
Your heart will sink
Because you'll never put it back together
Racking your thoughts listing your flaws
It could last forever
Flail for control offer your soul
You won′t get an answer
Ahhgh

And even if it′s just to prove god wrong
You'll never be rid of me

Prove god wrong