Speech Therapy Songtext
von Speech Debelle

I made some mistakes in my life that I′m not proud of see
And I hope that doesn't mean I won′t try and it will be harder for me
I've been hurt and it's not an excuse but it′s a reason
It′s like some things happen in life for a lifetime or a season
And I'm just now learning how this world really works
It′s a law that says you get back what you put forth
All this running around doing nothing ain't good for me
This stupidity set this mirror up and it′s looking at me
I'm sorry mommy for all the times that I made you cry
And it′s been said before in songs but you are my life
So if you really wanna move away and not work so hard
How can I tell you no this is my blessing mom
And you don't have to worry about me I'm doing music now
It′s from my heart and it′s the truth I hope it makes you proud
I haven't made you proud in such a long long time
That′s why I'm gonna stay on my grind as long as I′m alive
Nobody's gonna hurt her even though they′re trying
And nobody's gonna hurt you either as long as this sun shines
And hell would have to freeze over before I take that back
This is speech therapy this isn't rap


I′m not there yet I′m still trying to fix my thoughts
Trying to pick sense from nonsense that's what I was taught
So many roads I′ve walked I've learnt so much so many thoughts
About who I really wanna be I think it′s now I'm sure
I just wanna be loved and it takes a lot to say that
Cause I don′t wanna be judged please don't judge me wrong
Even though I judged my father through a whole song
He's just a man I need to be mature and understand
Oh Frenchy stay on this earth longer please
I can′t believe your dying I can′
T keep from crying you mean a lot to me
I owe you this whole album I owe so many this album I owe the world
I used to think the world owes me that's why I gained nothing
I used to feel sorry for myself man I′ll tell you something
The day I changed my life was the day I learned pain is love
What I went through is my strength and that's what keeps me up
So I keep this fire burning lighting up my life
And to everyone who believes in me I′ll do you right
So starting here today with these words on this paper back
I understand this is my speech therapy this ain't rap