like figs from a tree Songtext
von sonia is dead

It′s in my heart
It's in my blood
It′s in my life
It's in my time

Self-suicide
Always plagues my mind
Years of promises
Left to sabotage

I'll decide
When I′m out of time
I′ll decide
When I've lost life


All my time
Waste away
Fill my hands with regrets
It′s slowly sinking in
Was it all worth it
All my time
Waste away
Fill my hands with regrets
It's slowly sinking in
Was it all worth it

I wanted to ask
If this was it
To sell your soul out for
Comfort and bliss
And I wonder
If you changed your path
Or was your happiness another cop out
Then I′ll realize I'm running the same group
I keep letting myself
Cut myself short

Leave me on the ground
I′ll push myself back down
Leave me on the ground
I'll push myself back down
I'll make it hurt more this time
I′ll make it count more this time
I′ll make it hurt more this time
I'll make it count more this time


I can′t keep running the same path
My
Heart
My
Blood
My
Life
My
Time

Lately, I've been down
I′ve been searching for
My next alibi to find
Lately, I've been down
I′ve been searching for
My next alibi to find

I can't see the sun
When it's right outside my door
May still pours
Stuck grabbing for choices
But I can′t seem to find
Where is my voice is
I know you′re safe and sound
Covered in oblivion
Starlight bound

There is no point trying to mend this
I'll spend the rest of time
Enduring darkness
Not in complete opposition
An avowal to blindness
Never to be forgotten