O.C.D. Songtext
von Soft Cou

Wanna stab a canvas
Paint only to stab it
To create a concept that will inevitably be destroyed

Wanna chuck a tantrum
Act out a menace
Wanna be your mystery girl

Wanna feel it all or nothing
Feel the pain and numb it
Wanna feel it all or nothing
Feel the pain and numb it

Wanna
Write a stranger a letter about how their eyes told me a story
Hope they′re okay
Hope the pain gets easier one day


I want to heal and self destruct
Feeling like an addict on your pain
I know that it's bad for me I still love it
Drinking doesn′t do it anymore
Instead I numb myself through mind numbing causes
I'm so strict with myself
Too many rules
Cant even drink a glass of water without freaking out

HA

The never ending cycles of buying flowers and watching them die
The cat drinks the water from the dead flowers

Convince myself i'll be better if I just
If I just don′t eat then eat more
If I just get clean then drink more
If I isolate myself then start again
If I tell my friends it′s over
Hide shit from them

Wanna feel it all or nothing
Feel the pain and numb it
I wanna feel it all or nothing
Feel the pain and numb it

I wanna be your mystery girl