c.e.d. (manic) Songtext
von sixwing

Feel like a CEO, I got that CED
Chief Executive Dysfunction′s killing me
You're asking for a reason, baby, it′s just me
Fear of nothing kills the something, can't be free

I won't budge (okay, you told me to)
I won′t work (okay, you told me to)
I won′t care (okay, you told me to)
I won't exist (okay, you told me to)


Feel like a CEO, I got that CED
My brain is suicidal, yeah, it′s strangling me
I got the Addy, I don't think it′s helping me
I light the bowl, there goes responsibility

I won't talk (oh no, you want me to)
I won′t fight (oh, I'm not supposed to)
I won't learn (oh no, you want me to)
I won′t do any little thing without a threatening reason to

I know what I want, but I know it′s not meant for me
Art is for the rich, I know they'll stay ignoring me
I wish I could shine, my mind, be my reality
I wish I could pay my rent with mediocrity