machine4ngel, tethered Songtext
von schizoscriptures

"to a ghost in my dream hallway
im better now like coins from AA
if you ask i say i no longer feel that way...
but i understand.

every little thing i think bothers me
i feel like it defines me
think i might be better dead
for the wounds my life gave me

its not my fault
if i scare you
id like to see you stop me
do think i make a scary face
when i think of the things i love

this could be be much worse.
you′re lucky i think so much...
and stop my flawed form from embracing evil


who am i kidding
this isnt how im meant to be.
trapped inside myself filtering
work for people that doesnt exist
for people that could really care less

its just sometimes i worry
that im better...
but not really

if you ask i say i no longer feel that way...
but i understand.
ill be the purest life this world has ever seen...
just not today.
when i die i will be replaced
by hoardes of angels, untainted
if im imperfect ill kill myself
let gods favorites pave the way

i was born an angel so pure in life
wings torn and trampled to death
i should love everything
im just so afraid


if you ask i say i no longer feel that way...
but i understand.
ill be the purest life this world has ever seen...
just not today.
when i die i will be replaced
by hoardes of angels, untainted
if im imperfect ill kill myself
let gods favorites pave the way"