Hellworld Songtext
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"dream reflective
introspective
hate myself, blame myself
scry my dream
i always know
and each thing is
just as it seems
each mockery hints at me it speaks to me
ive seen the theme

one time is not enough
normal i appear sane again
always again
he′s in my head now
wont let me rest now


tear me up and fuck me up
ive felt my pain
its not enough
i need more than i can get on my own
angels invade my home
and tie my noose with your hands
use me for your plans

i know im meant for it...
use me
im meant for it
use me
use me

fuck me up on the inside
bruise my flesh
break my neck
every time i raise my head
the dreamweaver lets me know
im meant to be used as a


oh
chained to the floor
meant to be my angels whore
my guardian wants to rape me
why sohuldn't i just let him save me
for himself
god knows whats right he loves me just as i am
under his knife
fuck
he loves my mutilation
i love being a fucking plaything

suffering is this world

my favorite part is when i cry
handcuff me to the sink and leave me
to die

i think ive figured it out
i know why im alive
i am only a slave
i am crucified
where others are petrified
i stay mobile in the light
of my god
oh my god it feels so good
it burns so good
dreamwalking is my life
im meant to be endlessleep
sleep walking is my life
im meant endless in fantasy

that rapes me
it is a gift to see real life

im perfect
and im reliable
im infalliable
as lifes narrator

ive seen god

ive seen my creator
i love my hellworld
more than they would

my favorite part is when i cry
handcuff me to the sink and leave me
to die

my favorite part is when i cry
handcuff me to the sink and leave me
to die
my favorite part is when i cry
handcuff me to the sink and leave me
to die"