Growing Pains Songtext
von Saving Face

All of my friends
They don′t know the old me anymore
But it's for the best
I won′t keep this to myself
Every breath brings life new meaning
I've been coming to terms with it lately
A result of feeling vulnerable
But I won't keep grieving
The loss of my old self
I lost myself
But it′s all a learning curve
And I got what I deserved, in retrospect
A severance to the parts of me that are now dead
I found catharsis in reassigning my soul to new skin
I made appearances to grant some clearance in
These days that end the same way
And places that hold the namesake
Of my old self I delay mind frames I detain
My minds detained, yet it′s set ablaze
Retrospect guides my wayside I know that I'll refrain from toxic patterns of my mothers side
So spiteful yet precise
And I′ll take cover inside in my own device
Seek reprise from my old life
Being drained, being filled
Lacking balance, I'm held accountable for the damage along the way
I won′t wither in my delay
As I recovered from trying to end my life
I found that everything felt bright
Renewed the view of my health, as I grew it all helped
As I learnt how to love myself
I learnt how to love myself
And I refrain from habits within my shelf
The problem with knowing that you need to change
When the patterns you lean involve your life as a waste
I've been trying to find some growth within empty space
As I try to shake my growing pains
I′m so sick of these same days
Trading hands, to stand a chance to grant some change