encumbered Songtext
von sadeyes

B-B-BOYFIFTY

These days I feel encumbered
These days our days are numbered
I thought I had you figured out
I lost you quick, where are you now?
I never thought I′d be here
I never thought I'd see
The day where I′m without you
Without you next to me

Switch flipped, our relationship's ashes
All the photos of us burn like matches
I was curious if others felt like this
How I'm feeling, man I really gotta hide this
Every moment you were steady there doubting me
Pretty smile, really thought that you were proud of me
Now I′m writing you a song, really hope you sing along
But you′re probably getting tired of the sound of me


No, I can't read your mind
But you know I still try
The day you packed your things
I finally realized
I misprioritized you
Why would you take any pride?
I broke your heart and lied
I learned a lot this time

These days I feel encumbered
These days our days are numbered
I thought I had you figured out
I lost you quick, where are you now?
I never thought I′d be here
I never thought I'd see
The day where I′m without you
Without you next to me

You watched me do it again
I push away every friend
I know you try to relate
Yeah, I feel alone in the end
I swear I'm trying to change
I do my best every day
To be the person you need
I know I drive you insane