nature Songtext
von sad alex

Fuck me, I′m a tidal wave 'bout to make the city fall down
I′m clean 'til I'm pretty wasted
′Cause you′re getting wasted
'Cause you′re like that now
I'm not sure anymore
If I can make you turn around, open doors
′Cause I don't like me when I′m acting out
Living like a civil war

But I want what I can, I can't help myself
I'm selfish, in love, I love you too much
I′m fucking this up
But I can′t hold it in
So I say it out loud, it's loud in my head
My head′s ringing out, "I wanna be dead"
But I can't do it, no I can′t change a thing

It's just my nature, I guess
Like I wanna make sure that you hate me again
And I′m not gonna fix it or pretend
When it's just my nature


Sideways, like a sheet of rain
Maybe I should straighten my mind
Do things for the thrill of it
Take a pill of it just to see if it works this time
I'm not sure anymore
If I can keep holding up what I forged up about me
Train wreck, I still got it bad
Hating that you made me like that

But I want what I can, I can′t help myself
I′m selfish, in love, I love you too much
I'm fucking this up
But I can′t hold it in
'Cause it′s loud in my head, I say it out loud
It's all ringing out, "I wanna be proud"
But I can′t do it, yeah I can't change a thing

It's just my nature again
Like I wanna make sure that you hate me, I guess
And I′m not gonna fix it or pretend
When it′s just my nature
Yeah it's just my nature, no


So I do it again, I′m playing it up
And hating myself for letting me down
Yeah how am I weaker than everyone else
Telling me what's really in love
′Cause you're fucking not and I can′t get over it
Taking the hit, I'm losing myself
But still holding on 'cause funny enough
You′re all that I know that I want
It′s all that I know

It's just my nature
I wanna make sure that you hate me again
And I′m not gonna fix it or pretend