Brainsu Songtext
von Rymer

When did I cease to feel alive?
When, when did it all start?
When did I cease to feel alive?

I′ve lost memory of every single sense
Stagnant, from my deepest foundation
Existence is no longer what it used to be
What it used to be

How can I now discern myself
What is real and what is not
If nothing makes me feel alive? (Feel alive?)
I don't feel alive
I′ve grown tired of searching for constants in this place
Where everything is so ephemeral
Where I am just a guest, composed by flesh thoughts and desires

I'm just a guest in this world

Guiding light
Walk me through the night
Guiding light
Bring me home


Nothing matters
Nothing feels real
And I don't feel
Nothing matters
Nothing feels real
And I don′t feel alive

All I am and what surrounds me
Keeps drowning in a spiral of decadence
I′m gonna fucking collapse

This flesh, thoughts and desires
Were meant to vanish before we know
That we exist

I've grown tired of searching
For long my eyes have met no sleep
Yet I achieve to see
This emptiness swallowing me

Guiding light
I′ve lost myself in the dark
Nothing matters (nothing matters)
Because I don't feel
I don′t feel alive