Achilles And Songtext
von Runnner

If I wrote it down, would it make sense?
It′s not the kind of thing to get right
But I've been chewing it for seven months
And feeling fragile like a first light

The moment that you notice changes
The pictures in your head
And now every bit I′m hanging
Drowns in questioning
Was it easier to love me then?

It's a foreign language fever dream
But I could measure it in emails
I want my mom and a god to agree
To stick and poke me with the details


'Cause I′m always looking past the edge
Sinking in myself
But now I′m caught up with a busted leg
Waiting to get wеll
I fucking hate it when I need help

I'm still in my bеd
Writing the same songs over again
Slow tying this thread
How to get close without losing my step
And I′ve been running in a loop inside
Just to fuck it up again
I know it's dumb to think I′m in control
But I don't know what to do instead

And I so often find myself here
It seems to be my point of freeze though
Forcing myself to slow down
A torn Achilles and a broken heart