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von Rosary

Next big thing, Next big thing
Next big thing, Next big thing

I′ve created something evil that i can't outgrow
Built myself atop of others, make a name for myself
And if i have to be overshadowed
I′ll do it to myself
These past few months
I have learned to live with it
I've built an image of myself
That i can't fit
I don′t wanna be remembered like this

Am i worshipping something
I could lose in a moment?
Its obvious but pains me to say


Oh god i don′t want to fade
I get this feeling everyday
That I'm just never enough
Oh god i don′t want to fade
When time gets in the way
Will I be standing as strong?
I don't want to fade

Take a picture i just wanna see the camera flash
I get my fix in having things that i can look back on
I′m sick of looking at the months not knowing how to act
Ill host a funeral for every single summer I've lost
I don′t wanna be dramatic, baby
I've been more than just sporadic lately
Did I lose a couple days?
Or am I throwing my life away?

Am i worshipping something i could lose in a moment?
But I'm so scared of staying the same

I don′t want to fade (fade, fade, fade, fade)
I get this feeling everyday
That I′m just never enough
Oh I don't want to fade (fade, fade, fade, fade)
When time gets in the way
Will I be standing as strong?
No, I don′t want to fade


I wanna run, wanna hide in the same fight
But all time does is eat me alive
You'd do the same if you were
Locked up fed with scraps of
Poisons from your past
And up until you find
The jaws of life left you behind

I don′t wanna fade
I get this feeling everyday
That I'm just never enough

Oh god i don′t want to fade (fade, fade, fade, fade)
I get this feeling everyday
That I'm just never enough
Oh i don't want to fade (fade, fade, fade, fade)
When time gets in the way
Will I be standing as strong?
No, I don′t want to fade