Open Me Up Songtext
von Rivilin

I see, I see, that the problem is me
Just please, just please, won′t I let be free?
I see, I see, that the problem is me
Just please, just please, won't I let be?

Do I take my chances while I′m looking down the barrel again?
Or do I take that mistaken step just to make the concrete my friend?
'Cause I'm blooming with suicide, overflowing just to feel alive
Most days I can′t take the emotion that′s just trapped in my head

So you're coughing up what′s left of me just to spit it out
I'm not your thing
If it′s seen as an accident, will my mother still cry in the end?
'Cause she′s the one who still blames herself for the way things
Turned out with my health
Screaming out for some sort of release, but the answer's been
Expelled


So I tell you to make the incision—open me wide, that's
My decision
Put your two hands in my gut and please just take out what
I don′t need
′Cause I don't want to be in this skin; this person′s not me
It's just him
The liar who controls me when he finds I′ve given up on myself

Hands on throat, I can't stop shaking—murder me, you′re
All partaking
In some sort of wish I had when suicide seemed like escaping
Breaking down, my head is aching; lure me with words
I'm waiting
All alone inside my head, and through the pain, I'm
Still remaining

I see, I see, that the problem is me
Just please, just please, won′t I let be free?
I see, I see, that the problem is me
Just please, just please, won′t I let be