Luster Songtext
von Rivilin

′Cause I love change, I love change for good
Can you explain why I wanna die?
I love change, I love change for good
Can you explain why I wanna die?

Waking up insane, you know I don't feel pain

Two bucks down that says you′re just a fucking hoe
I don't wanna be like this, I know you're tearing at my soul
Sucking on my blood just to feel this way
I′m sucking on your blood just to feel your pain
Girl, I know you don′t feel the same
Every day feels like shame, every day there's no change
You′re cutting at your wrists just to feel alive


Everything you say is just do or die
Is everything perfect? Is everything alright?
Never tell the truth when you look in my eyes
'Cause I′m calling out for you, I'm calling out for us
Everything we say turns back to lust
Why am I like this? Why am I a mess?
Find it in yourself, just give me one more chance

′Cause I love change, I love change for good
Can you explain why I wanna die?

Waking up insane, you know I don't feel pain

You're counting me down just to watch you smile again
I don′t wanna feel like this ′cause I know it's all pretend
But turn it down a notch, turn it down a lot
I can′t take all the pain that you give me
I fucking hate myself, I fucking hate the world

Everything is just fucked up lately

Stab that knife to my chest just to watch it bleed
Overdosing on empty, I know you're fucking empty
I′m just a ghost in the background, nothing much was found
When I realized you left me
Pop a few pills just to calm down, lost ground
Floating by myself 'cause you died, now I drown
Put me back together just to say I′m perfect
Throw me away when you say it's all worth it


'Cause I love change, I love change for good
Can you explain why I wanna die?