Poured Out Songtext
von Rival Choir

This is nothing new, I′ve said it before
All my demons found an open door
I thought that I could write them away
Just be transparent enough
Don't give them places to stay

I sought salvation through the ink in my pen
As if it held the parts of me that I just couldn′t cleanse

I am stuck on repeat
Regurgitating everything that's inside of me
Screaming the same words for all these years
God, why is my trust outweighed by my fears?

Outweigh my fears

Keep my eyes from worthless things
Keep my eyes from worthless things

I'm terrified I′ll just fall to the wayside
And become a blind beggar in this city of grace
Unaware that the glory and the riches await
Just past my doubt on the other side of wasting away


Give me a new voice
Give me a heart for repentance and make it stay
′Cause I've idolized my words
I′ve idolized my words

(It's all my fault)
I can feel the pull, I just turn away
(Stuck in a rut)
But it′s comfortable and I'm terrified of change
(I need to think)
Recollect your words that set me free
But I′m still just stuck on repeat

I'm getting sick
I'm getting sick of this
It′s all starting to feel like home
No matter how far I run
My mistakes follow me wherever I go

I′m losing my grip
I'm losing my sanity
Where is the cure?
Where is the cure?