Dream Envy Songtext
von Rich People

It′s five AM as I approach the bridge
In envy of old friends who still sleep in
They were jaded then and they're jaded now
Climbing social trees as I fell out
Rich kids in bad parts of town
A social scene in which they now have drown

It′s no way to live
Sitting on the fence asking myself what if


I dwell on times we had before the 21
I grew up and you're all still always drunk
If I never got shot out I wonder where I'd be
Still cashing out to drink my self-esteem
I get caught up but I know it′s no way to live
Another sheltered Jersey kid moves across the bridge

It′s no way to live
Sitting on the fence asking myself what if

I try to wake I try to wake
Obsession overtakes my state
I'm standing up but stuck in place
Standing still in dreams that I should chase


I′m sorry I try to bring you down when I see myself as less
I know you're not so bad and I′m not quite the best
I realize now that we will never be the same
I was wired all wrong and just want someone to blame
It'll only be just one until I need one more
And back to habits I can′t handle or afford
And honestly I just envy the freedoms that I lost
When I crossed the unseen line I can't uncross