JO Bud Songtext
von Really Great

I don′t wanna be your JO bud
I don't wanna be your bottom slut
I don′t wanna look in the mirror
And always feel like I'm not good enough

But I don't really know what I can do
When I′m always thinking about you
In some imaginary world where things work out

I install all these apps, just as a test
But they end up making me depressed
I just want to meet someone I like
I don′t want to watch you get undressed


But I don't really know what I can do
Clubs just aren′t my thing and I cannot choose
Between the vomiting and loneliness tonight

And I don't think I can do this anymore
This culture shakes me to my very core
When you don′t feel like you belong
And you've never been very strong
You think about how much it hurts
You really do believe you′re cursed
When you're alone again in bed
The thoughts that rush into your head
You wish you didn't feel this way
Is this just part of being gay