Burden Songtext
von polyana

This describes the properties and motion of a star
By narrowing the view of the sun to a single line of the
Spectrum, each level of the solar atmosphere can be
Photographed, and each reveals a remarkably different aspect


I wanna kill these motherfuckers when I′m tryna do my own shit right
No surprise, not my life, when I seem to numb my lights
Streaming sites take views and rights
Can't do shit ′bout some green spite
Guess it's fucking do or die, take my songs, suicide
Don't do it for bragging rights, do it so I show them right
Driving off the edge and crash the car, it′s my emotions, right?
If I have a bad night, I can just believe in life
I got false beliefs, I lied, but I′m convinced that I'm alive
Give me your ambitions, lemme leave it on a high note
Acting like it ever runs past all the shit that we wrote
Suffering builds character, my character is fictional
I′m looking for my story, gotta ask my XXO
Ghostwrite all my music so I sound like I'm a fucking pro
I′m surrounded by my yes-men 'cause a critic pierces souls
People acting weird induces fear in me, I lose control
Music keeps it bait because my friends can′t do none, they don't flow

My eyes stuck inside the party, I wish they'd appreciate me
I have dreams of throwing everything behind in Cali
But I′m still stuck in NC, so my friends, they can′t see me
Lock myself inside a box so that virus don't kill me
My eyes stuck inside the party, I wish they′d appreciate me
I have dreams of throwing everything behind in Cali
But I'm still stuck in NC, so my friends, they can′t see me
Lock myself inside a box so that virus don't kill me


I′ll do it at 18, mom, I'll do it at 18
I'll write a damn hit and then I′ll make it on the scene
Not have been what you wanted, but I got you what you need
Swear I′ll get us out the dirt and then I'll make it with the team
And so I think, was it just my personality?
Did I ride a wave all to make money off of me?
Do I take a chance and hope these people fuck with honesty?
Do I show my family this, hope they fuck with love inside profanity
Change my gender just for love, change my style just for hugs
Change my life up just to suck, change
Demeanor to make certain people talk to me
And thanks to that I′ll never ever really be me
I lost it all, I thought I really lost it all
Almost ended everything, I let it all fall
20/20, Didn't tell my family
Blamed it on some screens, to this day I bet
They think that I wasn′t tripping, I'm breaking

My eyes stuck inside the party, I wish they′d appreciate me
I have dreams of throwing everything behind in Cali
But I'm still stuck in NC, so my friends, they can't see me
Lock myself inside a box so that virus don′t kill me
My eyes stuck inside the party, I wish they′d appreciate me
I have dreams of throwing everything behind in Cali
But I'm still stuck in NC, so my friends, they can′t see me
Lock myself inside a box so that virus don't kill me