cursed Songtext
von polearm

I′d take it all back if I could
Actually don't feel like I would
All my life I wanted to be understood
I could say fuck it but it doesn′t meant I should

Every day feels like I'm worse
Still everyday I just feel cursed
Struggle for ideas, feels like nothing works
I'm turning pages but it feels like the reverse

I only want to feel secure
Feel like victory is finally ensured
Most days I wonder if it′s gonna be my turn
I don′t know what I'll do if that never occurs

I lie face down in my bed
I cry and struggle to end
I think that I should just quit
But I worked so hard just to ascend
I already upended my life
What changes did I get right?


Lose my grip from the go
I just hit a new low
For reasons that I′m acting off
I can't fuck up my strife
Hope this changes my life
Just for you I know I could

I′m losing all of my focus
Anxiety is keeping me from all my friends that's so bogus
I thought I left it all behind but when my problems followed me that′s when I finally took notice

I'd take it all back if I could
Actually don't feel like I would
All my life I wanted to be understood
I could say fuck it but it doesn′t meant I should

Every day feels like I′m worse
Still everyday I just feel cursed
Struggle for ideas, feels like nothing works
I made good changes but it feels like the reverse

I'd take it all back if I could
Actually don′t feel like I would
All my life I wanted to be understood
I could say fuck it but it doesn't meant I should