Disappointed Songtext
von Phil Ade

Say you gotta know it′s hard being a man in my situation
But I understand if you want me to scram from all the shit you taking
It's been two long years with all
These hopes that never came to fruition
I was paying my dues while you were paying tuition

I know you from a rich home
But when I ain′t got time, don't be turning that bitch switch on
These hoes be after me, I ain't the one to pick on
At my shows, trying to recognize hoes from they Twitcon
My God, you can′t be serious
I thought you were my dream, but I must be delirious
I can still hear screams, from when you got furious
I be staying out late, cause my room is the eeriest
All the broken picture frames and the shit you buy me
They never seen the pace when I find a chick to copy

Promiscuous, it′ll take a bad bitch to stop me

Cause love kills, and you loaded up and took a shot


I don't want to
(Are you disappointed?)
Be the one to break your heart
Cause baby I want you
(Am I everything you wanted?)

Oh I do, I do

I don′t want to
(You should feel honored, to be with me)
Be the one to break your heart
(To be with me)
Cause baby I want you
(Do I make you laugh?)
Oh I do
(Do I make you cry?)
I do

Do you believe?
I swear I never wanted her to leave me

I just wanted her to need me
I told her that I loved her and she believed me
She said, "Chris, how the fuck could you deceive me so easily?"
Black shades, black hat, easy eater

Shit, I'm sorry for how I treat ya

Wiping the tears from off her features
This lifestyle is so warm beneath ya, it used to be official


Now we can′t see our future through a crystal
Just look at what we been through
Trials and tribulations, still testing your patience
Still destined for greatness, reading through Revelations
God, are you disappointed?
Cause I'd rather be a rapper than to be one of the annointed
Fuck hoes that′s double jointed
Which brings me back to her

I swear when I'm with these girls, my vision blurs
I know you probably thinking, "He a nigga, he doesn't care"
But I swear that I do
Still having dreams to keep it honest with you

I just hope one day we see it through
Got so many bad news, I could paint the sky blue
For them girls who be hoping that we be a couple
Asking me if I love you, I reply that I would love to
But I got a girl that is so far above you
So tonight we gon′ chill, I ain′t gon' touch you or fuck you
Know you got your heart in that overnight duffel
Half-naked, screaming "Chris, fuck you!"

I can′t be what you want me to be
I am what I am, unfortunately