Not Okay Songtext
von Patrick Lawrence

Trying to get away
Shouldn′t be so hard to do
It's just barely the morning
The memory is vivid still

I′m still standing here
Guess I've got myself to blame for that
I've been watching and waiting
Forgot what I was looking at

And when you call and ask why I stayed
I′ll insist I′m fine, but what I won't say

Is I′m not okay
I'm not okay
I′m not okay
I'm not okay
Let it out

I don′t know why I hold myself back
It's time to face the truth
I have to stop believing the lie that everything's alright


I know you′ll call, and when you do
I′ll insist I'm fine, somehow that′s not true

I'm not okay
I′m not okay
I'm not okay
I′m not okay

Well I know what you said
But it's like the walls are closing
I don't think this is just a phase
Give me a chance to say

I′m not okay
I′m not okay

Why did I wait so long
It's late and you′re too far away
I feel like my lifeline's gone
This silence is a deafening sound

I′m not okay
I'm not okay
I′m not okay
I'm not okay


I'm not okay
But it′s okay
To not feel okay
Sometimes