Insane Songtext
von Ostracist

It′s been a nightmare hiding in myself
Admitting 's always harder than the pain itself
I can′t afford to stay alone and cry
Sometimes I even wonder if it's worth the try

So I just keep ignoring it in my own way
I'm rather stuck in the middle
Feel so little
While everybody says
I gotta grow up and behave

But I wanna go wild
′cause it′s hard to seize another day
To find the words for what I'm tryna say
And it′s driving me insane

I try to pick my pieces from the floor
Not to break down right behind the door
But the pain won't go away
I gotta break free


I ′m always joking all my trauma away
Sarcastic deprecation helps me through the day
The enemy is invisible but hard to fight
I gotta find a way to make it through the night

So I just keep pretending everything's ok
But suffering in silence is worse than violence
While everybody says
I gotta grow up and behave

But I wanna go wild
′cause it's hard to seize another day
To find the words for what I'm tryna say
And it′s driving me insane

I try to pick my pieces from the floor
Not to break down right behind the door
But the pain won′t go away
I gotta break free

But I wanna go wild
'cause it′s hard to seize another day
To find the words for what I'm tryna say
And it′s driving me insane


I try to pick my pieces from the floor
Not to break down right behind the door
But the pain won't go away
I gotta break free