Pulpit Songtext
von Old Gray

I have been waking up with blood in my mouth most days
Choking on the metallic taste that coats my tongue
Can′t remember if I promised today would be the last
If so I lied
For a time I contemplated death, I was very tired
But took a knife from my kitchen counter
I cannot know how to break free of this And after nine years of feeling empty
I couldn't comprehend why I would feel empty right now
For the longest time I contemplated death as being the only way
To make myself feel like I′m not dead
And I've lost too many friends to allow any more
To know that my life is not a continuation of someone else's
So I sit at home and I waste away