Dead Inside Songtext
von nolongerhuman

She became everything to me
And I wanted to pull us back because we were killing each other
She couldn′t pull back
No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't help her
One day she just left
Didn′t say why, didn't take my calls
And I went into a downward spiral

Day by day, I became
Everything that I had always hated
Lost in a fantasy built on quicksand
Discovering just how far I could fall

Pour me another drink to end the anxiety
Trying in vain to hide my growing shame
Desperate for answers in the bottom of a bottle
This addiction has become my reality

No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't help her
One day she just left
And I went into a downward spiral


Now I know how wrong I was
Now I know all the pain I caused
I know the smile I′ll never see again
I used to know what it was like to be alive

Now I know how wrong I was
Now I know all the pain I caused
I know the eyes I′ll never wipe clean
Now I know what it's like to be dead inside

Dead inside, I′m dead inside, I'm dead inside
Now I know what it′s like to be dead inside

My free will replaced by need
One drink at a time, I drown the agony
Night after night, I commit suicide
Anything it takes to fade these memories

Show me something worth living for
Here I am with nothing left to offer
I'm back where I swore I′d never be again
A hollow man whispering junkie prayers


She became everything to me
I wanted to pull us back because we were killing each other
But she couldn't pull back
No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't help her
One day she just left
Didn′t say why, didn′t take my calls
And I went into a downward spiral
And next time I saw her, she was dead

Now I know how wrong I was
Now I know all the pain I caused
I know the smile I'll never see again
I used to know what it was like to be alive

Now I know how wrong I was
Now I know all the pain I caused
I know the eyes I′ll never wipe clean
Now I know what it's like to be dead inside

Dead inside, dead inside, I′m dead inside
Now I know what it's like to be dead inside