Ma7li Songtext
von Nizar13

Since a young mothafuka
Ive been Always grieving
How it feel like my mood is changin up
With the season
It felt like i was older mentally then my peers
And even then the teachers
Always said that i wont be shit
Fuck em tho
As yungin never believed it
I just kept writing about it paper on blood and tears
Fuck it
I never deceived
So why the fuck is it so hard to believe
That the future i wanna achieve
Isnt so hard to see from here so like huh
Since a yung mothafuka ive been always grieving
Being smarter than my age
Life started to loose meaning
From that dopamine
I consume constantly from screens My adhd started acting up
And fuck with mental
On paper with pencil
All my hopes and things
And all my life ive worked for it
Like an oiled machine
Since i remember
It seemd like right thing to be fending for
But the closer you are
The father that shit seems unh but fuck it
Kol mano93ed bini w bin rou7i man7esech rou7i wa7di
5aterni n7es li ken ena nefhem rou7i fech na7ki
Nghozor lel mreya w houa y9olli fech n5amem
N7esha dima msa7ba frasi
Kima london ama lena lm7al ma7li
5la w9ifar fi ma7li
3yat lil w nhar fi ma7li!
5rab w trab my shit fucked up up top maw dima fasli
Hani nistana fi bochret 5ir ki 7sin jasmi