Became So Sweet Songtext
von Natalie Duncan

I don′t seem to recall waking up
When you passed me the bucket and I let out my guts
There were red litanies and prayers of lying here forever
With lust and alcohol all mixed up together
No, I've not looked upon these last two years
With clearer solacism or clearer tears
More men have seemed to have taken my mind and my body
Than the thoughts of dying and becoming somebody
And I wanna write it to you, recite it to you
Before I fight it with you, please You seem to have come out of nowhere and started up a fight between us
The ones who′ve redeemed us are no longer here
Between our nights 'round the fire
So many pills and thrills and musings on how long
Our youth will hold us up before making us ill
And then crumble beneath our facilitating will
No, I've never seen so many lights
Incidentally I sold my soul beneath those lights
Every circle seemed to be outlined
Are we fine? Are we searching for a world to beam us up?

Black devil, won′t you beam me up now?
Hurricane, now feed us love
Somewhere in the middle of these dreams
I became, I became, I became
So sweet, oh


There was a child behind your soul making your eyes look doey
I always fantasized about painting your body
An immaculate sculpture, a totem, like a tiger on a rainbow
Swooning over these shiny romanticisms
And I wake myself up and make myself up
′Cause maybe the mate of a soul is not as real as the whole
Inside of your heart, inside of your mind
I'm longing for this richness to find comfort
Wrapped around his words, wrapped around his eyes
His love, his anger, his truth, his cries
And I created a minefield
And I wash away every plea to become at sea
′Cause I started up in a fucked-up fashion
And ended up wanting to be his housewife
But I made my mind up ten years ago
When I made such a beautifully-deranged life
Because here I am, I've got the sun in my hand
Got the prospect of really becoming
Not like the films or the songs or the ideals I made up
I want a world to beam me up

Black devil, won′t you beam me up now?
Hurricane, now feed us love now
Somewhere in the middle of these dreams
I became so sweet
Black devil, won't you beam me up now?
Hurricane, now feed us love now
Somewhere in the middle of these dreams
I became, I became, I became
So

Black devil, won′t you beam me up now?
Hurricane, now feed us love now
Somewhere in the middle of these dreams
I became, I became, I became
So sweet, oh