god? Songtext
von mxmtoon

I guess it kinda hurts sometimes, even when I say I think I′m fine
It's all upon my shoulders, I′m only getting older
I'm losing all the faith I had, which isn't much, but it′s still sad
And I guess I kinda scare myself when I realize how much I′ve changed
They'd think me pretty odd because I don′t believe in god
But I'm learning how to pray anyway

But I do believe in something, I just don′t know what it is
I can't put my finger on it, but I hope that it exists
So I lean into a faith that I′ve never called my own
I look back and call it fate like there's some reason I don't know


′Cause I′m searching for a sign
Something more divine
Sitting up at night
Praying 'cause it don′t hurt to try
Praying 'cause I′m already high
If I keep going up and I'm fine
If somebody answers the door in the sky
My first question is gonna be
"Why?"

There′s a voice that I am hearing, there's a pounding in my head
Gotta search for greater purpose so I'm one more step ahead
So I lean into a faith that I′ve never called my own
I look back and call it fate, like there′s some reason I don't know

And I question my existence and if things are meant to be
I block out all of the noise and all the faces that I see
Try to focus on the image of where I want to be
I′ll figure out my future, manifest my destiny

Searching for a sign
Something more divine
Sitting up at night
Praying 'cause it don′t hurt to try
Praying 'cause I′m already high
If I keep going up and I'm fine
If somebody answers the door in the sky
My first question is gonna be
"Why?"