That's Real Songtext
von Monoxide

On my last day, when they′re calling my name
You can trust me, it's all gonna change
It seems strange when I put it this way
But I was always good at writing what I really wanna say
I came face to face with the fact
That you left and you′re never coming back
Hoping I would fall flat on my face, but the real disgrace
Is you hide my daughter, from hell or high water

I guess it was all just a big lie
When you took her away I wanted to die (Why? Why? Why?)
Is there a reason that you did all this?
Or was it all just another way to be a little (Bitch)
I can't believe that you would lie to her, all these years
And make her think that I just disappeared

And even though I know we hate each other
I would never try to keep her from her mother


I really wanna change my ways
But I can only change so much
How can I trust that you won't use this change to crush into my life
I might look strange today
So strange in a good way
Don′t wanna go through it again
Don′t wanna pretend that it never did happen

I really changed a lot over time
And a lot of people hear it in the rhyme
I used to live a life of crime
On the grind with the struggle
I was trying to find where I fit in with the hustle
Had to tussle with the block a couple times
Never thought it would bubble, 'cause I was always in trouble
But I knew I had to change my ways
Or I probably wouldn′t be standing here today

Wasn't sure at the time what I was doing
I was so blind, but I tried to do it
Now I see that a little bit of change really saved my life
And gave me this to write


I really wanna change my ways
But I can only change so much
How can I trust that you won′t use this change to crush into my life
I might look strange today
So strange in a good way
Don't wanna go through it again
Don′t wanna pretend that it never did happen

Hard times, I grew up in it
And the weed, yeah, it's true, I hit it
I can freely admit it
Do a lot that I know I shouldn't
Had to stop when the cops start shoving and pushing
In the ′burbs now, still I get herbed out
Early in the morning while you′re going off to work now

My situation, what I'm facing
All these changes could be wasting
Take me away
My situation, what I′m facing
All these changes could be wasting
Take me away
My situation, what I'm facing
All these changes could be wasting
Take me away

I really wanna change my ways
But I can only change so much
How can I trust that you won′t use this change to crush into my life
I might look strange today
So strange in a good way
Don't wanna go through it again
Don′t wanna pretend that it never did happen

I really wanna change my ways
But I can only change so much
How can I trust that you won't use this change to crush into my life
I might look strange today
So strange in a good way
Don't wanna go through it again
Don′t wanna pretend that it never did happen