Pretend Songtext
von Mitaya

"(Kris)
I don′t wanna do this anymore
can't fight the faded feeling
You know I want you to feel adored
But I don′t think you really see me
Not sure if we are gonna figure it out
It shouldn't be like so damn hard
Honestly I might just shut it down
I hope you see we'll never make it out


(ed)
pretend it′s perfect
it′s never an object
of my affection
i wish i'd forget
just how i told you
your fucking up yet
i′m being honest
and you can't hold it
your getting older
i′m getting weaker
i think you can see it
i'm my demeanor
i′m slumping over
a way to forget
and losing track of
the real target

5 pm i'm waking up
and i
think it's not enough
coffee loses taste again
and i
know how i am bent
reaching out to make it worse
and my
gift is now a curse
sleeping bad and taking pills
but not
knowing how it feels


(Kris)
I don′t wanna do this anymore
can′t fight the faded feeling
You know I want you to feel adored
But I don't think you really see me
Not sure if we are gonna figure it out
It shouldn′t be like so damn hard
Honestly I might just shut it down
I hope you see we'll never make it out

I see it
I feel it
You want me in the worst way
And I tried to
Believe it
Ya everything that youd say
But I′ll never know
Never know
About your evil intentions
And you'll never know
Never know
Past the person I′ve pretended to be

I see it
I feel it
You want me in the worst way
And I tried to
Believe it
Ya everything that youd say
But I'll never know
Never know
About your evil intentions
And you'll never know
Never know
Past the person I′ve pretended to be

I don′t wanna do this anymore
can't fight the faded feeling
You know I want you to feel adored
But I don′t think you really see me
Not sure if we are gonna figure it out
It shouldn't be like so damn hard
Honestly I might just shut it down
I hope you see we′ll never make it out"