Ever Be the Same Songtext
von Mic Geronimo

Yeah, yeah, never be the same again
Yeah, now, now

Now the pain don′t need to hurt me no more

I'm just immune to it
I finally got my focal point, now I′m glued to it
My nigga said the realest shit and said he'd pray for me
I'm aggravated, everybody get away from me
It′s all mended, my mind been augmented by
Smiling faces, death, and white lies
Explode and touch the sky, feeling that I can exhale

All of my rage, in one breath, sustained
Will I ever be the same? The garbage I′ve been through
Don't ever think I ever could, why pretend to?
I wipe my eyes with tears, I blink
But crowded thoughts, ain′t no time to think
Now will I sink, on the brink of destruction
If you feel me, I'm hurting
And every drug that I take, it ain′t working


I hold my breath and shoot for what
Until you're chestless, nigga, I′m rhyme regretless, huh
And I'm relentless, oh

A little bit of me have died in here
Would they even hear me crying here?
See, I don't know, will I ever be the same again?
My heart′s dark and colder, and can′t nobody change the kid
I said, a little bit of me have died in here
Would they even hear me crying here?
See, I don't know, will I ever be the same again?
My heart′s dark and colder, and can't nobody change the kid

Coming to terms with death, accepting that I lost moms at an early age
Thinking I should quit and make a trip to them pearly gates
Pops everything I never wanna be, still I can see
This nigga looking at his self right in front of me

Dust over this cash, mistakes that passed

I can never learn to stash, be a sober man
Waking up, me and my wiz, this life got hard
She slid, what motivated her to do what she did


Now the plan′s up in smoke, cope alone, now I'm stoned alone
So depressed that I ain′t even answering the phone at home
Shocked, I deny my death, with every day more I slip
Fade away until there's nothing left
I'm guessing God only hears what he wants, it seems
And it′s scary now, confronting all my wants and needs
Let me go, I′ll be better off, you don't understand
Been accepted, I′m living a lie, my soul dies singing

A little bit of me have died in here
Would they even hear me crying here?
See, I don't know, will I ever be the same again?
My heart′s dark and colder, and can't nobody change the kid
I said, a little bit of me have died in here
Would they even hear me crying here?
See, I don′t know, will I ever be the same again?
My heart's dark and colder, and can't nobody change the kid

Now I′m making it my own pile of shit, flipped up, views distorted
And now it seem the future for the kid is morbid
Call it pressure in the highest degree, will I be free?
Or be cut down and bleed, to lose my lead
I′m fighting forces and the demons that's inside of myself
Look at the world, I denied myself, nigga, hold on
Just a couple of steps, we came too far
To back it down and turn it around, you know who you are, nigga

A little bit of me have died in here
Would they even hear me crying here?
See, I don′t know, will I ever be the same again?
My heart's dark and colder, and can′t nobody change the kid
I said, a little bit of me have died in here
Would they even hear me crying here?
See, I don't know, will I ever be the same again?
My heart′s dark and colder, and can't nobody change the kid