Make Me Wanna Holler Songtext
von Meshell Ndegeocello

My mother used to whore herself
And my father
Would reap the benefits of her labor
It was almost as if she was absent
Absent from her own life

I remember
She would scrub the floors for the white folks
Just to come home
To cook and to clean
For the man who broke her
And I love to watch her dance to the tunes on
The soul station, yeah
Just to ease her mind

But my mother
She was vindictive in her own fashion
So she passed down to me her traits
Like that of her brown eyes and her dark hair
She passed down to me
Her sadness


(Make me wanna holler)
The sadness fills my heart (make me wanna holler)
Make me wanna holler (make me wanna holler)
Baby (make me wanna holler)

My child will one day ask me
What will I be?
As a child I promised myself
I′d never be
Like my mother or my father
I would ask myself
"Did he feel so much pain
That it would make him wanna hurt another?"

But there was no excuse
There was no excuse to make up for the pain
That I knew my mother felt

But somewhere my destiny came
That I too became a slave, to my heart
Wanting love so badly
That I'd do anything
No matter the shame


(Make me wanna holler, hmm)
I, love me (make me wanna holler)
Tell me (make me wanna holler, hmm)
So sorry (make me wanna holler)
So sorry

Why?
I never got at the nerve
To ask my father "why?"
But my mother she would say
She stayed for my brother and myself
But I would have sold my soul
Just to share in one day
Of my mother′s desired happiness

(When night fell)
Sometimes when night fell
I'd close my eyes and I'd hide
(Close your eyes)
When they would yell and scream
When my father would paint her
With a dark face
Of being belittled
Disrespected and set aside
His liquor, the salve
For the unseen wounds

I learned so much from him
What did I learn?
How to hurt all of those
Who try to get too close

Yeah, I
(Make me wanna holler, hmm)
Make me wanna holler
Sometimes I get so... (make me wanna holler)
I just don′t understand, why?
(Make me wanna holler)
Tell me why (hmm, so sorry)
So sorry for the pain (Make me wanna holler)
So sorry

I′m so sorry
Just play for me
Play for me

She would close her eyes and cry
He would close his heart and hide

She would close her eyes and cry

After all this time
Nothing's changed

(Make me wanna holler, hmm)
Make me want to holler yes, I do
(Make me wanna holler)
Sell my soul just to see ya happy (so sorry)
(Make me wanna holler, hmm)
So sorry, so sorry, so sorry, yeah
(Make me wanna holler)
So sorry for the pain

I always thought my mother
Deserved so much more
But I never knew how to fix that, yeah
I drown myself in guilt
I just don′t know what to do, no
Mama I love you