Panic Attack Songtext
von Maya Ixchell

Twenty-one and I′m feeling stuck on repeat
Thought I'd have travelled the world, but
The furthest I′ve got is my phone screen

I have hopes, I have dreams
Wanted to be a star when I was fifteen
But now I'm sitting here, in denial
I just had a panic attack in the kitchen, ah

I had a panic attack in the kitchen, I look K-Mart
I don't know how I let things get so dark
This isn′t where I imagined I would be
When I was planning my life down to a tee
At fifteen

My heart is full of so many dreams that my mind won′t let me achieve
Weighs me down like a ton of bricks
And I swear I'm getting sick of this


I have hopes, I have dreams
Wanted to be a star when I was fifteen
The way I judge my life feels like I′m on trial
Don't wanna be stuck in the kitchen, ah

I had a panic attack in the kitchen, I look K-Mart
I don′t know how I let things get so dark
This isn't where I imagined I would be, no
I don′t know when my inner voice betrayed me
Laughing in my ear, saying everyone hates me
This isn't where I imagined I would be
When I was planning my life down to a tee

You ask me how I'm doing, and I should say that I′m fine
(Should say that I′m fine)
But lately, my sanity has been a little hard to find

I had a panic attack in the kitchen, I look K-Mart
I don't know how I let things get so dark
This isn′t where I imagined I would be, no
I don't know when my inner voice betrayed me
Laughing in my ear, saying everyone hates me
This isn′t where I imagined I would be, no
At fifteen


I'm planning my life, now I′m planning my life to a tee
At fifteen