Neck Bleeds Songtext
von MasterFonso

Look
R.I.P. my ego I should′ve let go three years ago
Secrets hold held down by my own
Events looking like who needs to know
Keep fuckin up PTSD what's next me as it turns out
Operating from hurt isn′t so sexy
Red face through the dirt spill out my soul until my neck bleeds
If all I got is myself who on earth gon come and check me
Aiming for my future while running from my broken self
Hope he don't get me
My heart is so lost free me goddamn free me
What is this who am I this dirt forming of my mistakes
We past me deep blacked out room my breath's shallow
She on the bathroom floor screaming
Father please cleanse the sin that come and form into a hobby
I am nobody
A lonely figure crawling In search of what is godly
I knew they were not in my favor so I went and left that party
I grew alone and made change to try to serve best my body
My heart present my mind got deep scars


A feeling only those that are close enough to press up on me
My job to grow past the boy I was
When they first put that stress upon me
A thin line to walk from pain to growth I′m bound to jump
Cliffs on either side scrape you down to bone
Your true form′s at home and only found in love
Thoughts fed into me that I'm not enough
Toss them to the side and then I ground them up
Take it all on if I have to
Speak in truth for love to maintain its value
Scared people make scared people I show up and I dare people
Watch what surrounds you bad isn′t always overt
The covet is covert I'm learning to beware evil
Nothing changed the secret is go work
Prioritze expression when I cook so I put the stove first
Injecting art into my life like it′s a bare needle
Blown up in my face I've been to ground zero
On sight this building not for those who don′t serve
Seek understanding and growth
I live by what I've written or does it mirror my life
These words my proverbs