Back to Myself Songtext
von Malina

Nothing to recall
What if I just cannot give a name
To what I think is there to blame
I′m only freezing it out
Cast away to numb to feel
Hate or silk or burning steel
I'm wanted by ones I never breathed in for
Then the season happens but
I would for the same

′Cause I have my turn to breathe and scream it out
And how would anyone expect me here to shout
I'm glad my self is back
I long to cry out loud
You thought you'd get away with all your lies so proud
But I won′t trail along with


Lithiums I wake up
Coffee to a nest of lies
My shame
Doctors make it harder
I don′t smoke it away
How can I throw it all to waste
That bitter taste

And now it's my turn to spread it all about
And reify myself
And thrusting in your doubts
The ice is gonna crack
I long to cry out loud
You thought you′d get away with all your lies so proud
But I won't trail along

It′s time to breathe and scream it out
And how would anyone expect me here to shout
I'm glad my self is back