333 (Interlude) Songtext
von LXCHY

He don′t fuck with me but he fuck with this
He don't fuck with me but he fuck with this

(uh)
There′s a motherfucking light in the hallway
He dont fuck with me but he fuck with this
It just flickers like it's thinking


When I look in the mirror
Got a diva in the front
You can't fuck with her
She will scream like Godzilla
But she′ll bang on her chest
Like King Kong wanting dinner
Call the paparazzi
The one behind the gun
Will be screaming "yahtzee"
Rolling dice is pricey
The key to my life
Is do what most excites me
My OnlyFans would be spicy
But I don′t need to show
Who I am to get by, please
My voice already provides peak
The fact that I'm a woman′s
Just a bonus to type beats

I don't trust that bitch
Nah
I don′t cry loud anymore
I just leak into the mattress
Every love I ever had
Turns to dust inside my hands
If you take my soul
Don't do it fast
Do it like the rain
On broken glass
If you take my soul —

He don′t fuck with me but he fuck with this


Heartbeat skipping like a scratched CD
God don't answer, maybe He blocked me
Middle path walking with a cracked halo
Half angel, half ghost in the same clothes
I tried being good, I swear I tried
Washed my hands till the skin went white
But the mirror still talks in a crooked tone
Says "You built this cage out of your own bones."

Pretty girls have more fun
Nice girls finish dead
Then called his plug
We got high on some skunk
He called me a bitch
Then got kicked in the nuts
We were just having fun
That's just what he said
Then I left, smoked a blunt
He called, I hung up
Wanna fuck with a baddie
You′ll leave with a cut

He don′t fuck with me but he fuck with this

If you take my soul
Just leave it in hues
'Cause even in the dark
It reminds me of You
There′s a light in the hallway
It don't reach my door
But it flickers like it′s thinking
About trying once more

It's trying once more
It′s trying once more
It's trying once more
It's trying once more
It′s trying once more
It′s trying once more
FUCK
Static in my bloodstream
Static in my teeth
Every time I try to scream
It comes out underneath
I keep a list of every time I disappointed God
Fold it up and keep it in my pocket like a fucking charm
Every good intention rots before it even fucking starts
I water dead flowers just to say I had a heart
Tell 'em I can′t
Tell 'em I can′t

Ceiling fan spinning like a countdown clock
I stare at it praying that the spinning would stop
Not the world — just the noise in my skull
Just the weight of existing in a body this dull
I don't want heaven
I don′t want hell
I just want silence
That doesn't yell
My reflection moves half a second late
Like it's thinking about leaving the frame
Sometimes I swear it looks relieved to me
When I whisper I′m tired of being me
If You take my soul
Don′t make it clean
I've been dragging it
Through every ugly thing
If You take my soul
Don′t call it peace
I just got lost
Inside of me
Heartbeat glitching — skip — skip — skip
Every blessing turns counterfeit
I tried to love but I counterfeit it
Yes I counterfeit it
Tried to grow but I wither in it

He don't fuck with me but he fuck with this