unpacking Songtext
von luli

Creatures of habit, it will never change
I could never choose, but you could
I′m ashamed
To ever consider two could win this game

Pining, slow burn, called it a trope
Inside my head labeled
"What we might become"
Years of keeping receipts, so I'd know it was real
A bottomless box that your love seemed to fill

But now I′m unpacking
And I don't know where to place it
Don't want it around
Such naive young faces
Yeah, I′m unpacking
But I′m making a mess
If I could turn the time back
I would, I confess


Some nights I rehearse the words that would not fit in songs
Sometimes we fight in my head
And sometimes we make up
Point is I never felt this way for other someone

But it seems like you do and in only two weeks
I really am a fast faller but you beat me to it
It hurts deep inside more than I'll ever admit

So now I′m unpacking
And I don't know where to place it
Don′t want it around
Such naive young faces
Yeah, I'm unpacking
But I′m making a mess
If I could turn the time back
I would, I confess

And I won't block your number
But you won't hear my voice
I won′t reach out from my own space


′Till you can face your choice
And I won't talk to you
But god, I′ll write
And the worst of me will wish my hautings keep you up some nights
And in two years time, I will not laugh
Don't think this will ever heal
Don′t think we'll reconnect
Then I′ll block your number
And you'll regret

For now I'm unpacking
And I don′t know where to place it
Don′t want it around
Our naive young faces
Yeah, I'm unpacking
But I′m making a mess
If I could turn the time back
I would, I confess