july Songtext
von luli

As far as I′m aware you last loved me in July
But did you really?
'Cause now I barely even cross your mind
And I′m sure your friends never even knew my name
So it is not surprising, thinking now, to end this way

And nobody warned me
About the flashbacks and dreams
I try to ignore you
But you're still annoying me

Wish they had advised me
About the dangers of the hope
The one you keep inside, locked like a secret
Like an oath
One sided promise, that you didn't keep
And the impact of it in me

I gather evidence of us
Examine through the lens
Of reason now, I tear it down
Try to understand


Was it just a joke? Is it all forgotten?
When did you go from liking me
To just feeling nothing?

And I felt like history
Might give me some points
Earn me some respect, consideration
I was wrong
Sent lullabies to your ears
Now I serenade the walls
And they shake as I curse your name
And try to find a cause

Ain′t nobody warned me
About the flashbacks and dreams
I try to ignore you
But you′re still annoying me

Wish they had advised me
About the dangers of the hope
The one you keep inside, locked like a secret
Like an oath
One sided promise, that you didn't keep
And the impact of it in me


I can′t pretend
Like we didn't exist
I avoid your name and your hometown
As if they′re out to get me
But those are efforts are in vain
You don't even have to try
I know that I don′t cross your mind

And nobody warned me
About the flashbacks and dreams
You're still haunting me

Wish they had advised me
About the dangers of the hope
The one you keep inside, locked like a secret
And an oath
One sided promise, that you didn't keep
And the impact of it in me