existentialism blues Songtext
von luli

You′re the best
At ending my energy
At bringing me down
At haunting my house
At making me weak
'Cause you were the best
At hyping me
At elevating morale
At keeping my smile around
At making me feel unique
At making me feel like would be eternal
It slipped through my fingers in a heartbeat
What a bummer
But I′ll make peace
With what never was
It's not a possibility
Just a fig tree, a lost cause
I won't pine for "what could have beens"
If we were all free to choose
If it′s different in another life


Guess there it′s not me nor you
I'm the best
At making myself bleed
I might blame you later
But my mind′s the enemy
For putting two and two together
For waiting on apologies
And questioning when I'm left behind
"Wasn′t enough what I had to give?"
There I go again
Thinking about what's out of my control
I′m not a mind reader
You're inconsistent
Let's end this horror show
So I′ll make peace
With what never was
It′s not a possibility
Just a fig tree, a lost cause
I won't pine for "what could have beens"
If we were all free to choose
If it′s different in another life
Guess there it's not me nor you